My darling Bubbles and I have been officially dating for a month today. Now I am going to type out a huge paragraph and try to rework it into something a little more coherent I think?
Bubbles is just so god damn perfect. He has such a sweet smile, and that lip ring is just so... Ahhh. He's just so fucking attractive, and I absolutely love how he has that tiny gap between his front teeth, it's just really really cute.
I love how we're at those perfect heights where I can just put my chin on his shoulder to slow dance the afternoon away, and I'm the shorter one who has to get on tiptoe to give kisses sometimes. He's a great kisser, and my beautiful darling is just so precious because he blushes every time I compliment or flirt with him, and I just feel so lucky that this perfect being was sent from heaven above to someone like me. God bless the parents that birthed him, for they are ultimate beings for blessing me with this miracle I just cannot stop thinking about every moment of the day.
I love Sam so very, very much and I find everything appealing about him. From the shy smile he gives when he first sees me, to the cute quirk he has of saying "Hey," to draw my attention before kissing me, to the way his fingers just twine with mine perfectly when we hold hands, right down to the cute way he crosses his ankles when he sits back so very casually. I love it all. Oh, and let's not forget how he just seems to always do the littlest things that make me so happy, and he just doesnt even realise how just the tiniest gestures make me all warm inside.
I don't think he comprehends just how important he is to me, or just how much I love him. Honestly, I would give up everything I have and more just to spend a day with him without interruption. I would literally drop my laptop out a window if I had the chance to just spend one entire weekend nonstop with him, just so we could wake up in the morning, and tease each other about having messy hair, then spend the day just doing everything together that was humanly possible, then at night we could just snuggle into bed all wrapped up in each other and fall asleep like that.
Just within a month of dating, I have grown extremely attatched to my Bubbles. I am lost without him. The center of my existence revolves around him. Everything and anything makes me think of him, and the first thing I do when I get home is check for messages from him. I spend almost all my time talking about him to anyone who cares enough to listen.
Bubbles, this goes out to you. My precious, my darling, my sweet, my greatest treasure, I love you more than the laptop I type with. I value you more than the air I breathe. I treasure you more than any con, any meetup, any idol, any person I have ever met.
I love you more than my life, and I will be here for you no matter what happens.